Please

My weakness. My trouble. My fear.

To disappoint my loved ones? I would never want to.

But I'm scared that I do. I'm scared that I already did.

I could do better. I could do worse. I could done it for you.

I try and try and try - but sometimes trying is not enough.

In my loneliness everything seems so rough.

I know that I'm the last person who could say I'm alone,

Maybe it's my fault because I want to go home on my own.

I know some of you are there for me and maybe always be.

You have to understand, I'm an extroverted introvert

And sometimes out of nowhere, I feel hurt.

Of course I want to spend time with my partners in crime

but to explain my behaviour, I'm like a charger

I need time to focus and recharge my energy

otherwise I wouldn't be that person, people think I am

straightforward, open-minded or maybe lame?

All the adjectives which come to your mind as you think of my name.

In my greatest moments I'm on 100% but to be honest,

in the last couple of weeks I'm more in power saving mode

and if you want to make me smile there is something like a code:

uniqueness, sincerity and brightness to guide me out of the dark.

Please, be there for me and be my spark.