Burden

Are you proud of me? How could you be?

You left me, not once but twice.

And I know I should care less

but sometimes I'm just such a mess.

It's not all about me,

there she is but you're not there.

I don't try anymore, I'm in the middle of nowhere.

Are you coming to say something? I want an explanation.

Why again? Why aren't you that man?

Would I forgive you if you asked? You wouldn't, I don't have to.

But in my heart there will always be that place for you.

Busy you, silly me, I'm old enough, please let me free.