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I truly believed that I was in love a long time ago

it didn't work out because of me

years have passed and I know I wasn't honest to myself

those 'I love you's weren't meant to be

I'm so scared of never saying it again

because those words mean too much and I feel too little

every time I open up, something feels wrong

most of the time, people just see me as so strong

but I'm not, I wouldn't say I'm dead inside

it's just this emptiness that kills me

and what's next? I'm trapped in this city

I had one dream, it was the only thing I was looking for

and in a matter of seconds my bubble popped

all I want to do is to lay down

of course, I cherish a lot in this town

the thing is, I want to explore more, especially myself

I thought, maybe another place would help

and now I'm still here, willing to disappear